The below tweet is really how I feel about 2020.
This year was so chaotic. There were so many things that happened good and bad. One thing is for sure 2020 was one hell of a ride.
I wanted to get this post live on New Year’s day, but I was distracted by Disney’s new movie “Soul”. However, in hindsight watching that movie was a good idea. (I have popped the trailer down below for those who haven’t seen the movie yet)
2020 was a tough year in all aspects for me. From family to finances, Everything that could happen. Happened.
However. I did learn a lot from 2020. I learnt a lot about myself my limits included. Which I feel as though set up in a good headspace going into 2021.
2020 forced me to deal with unresolved family trauma in my life and how it was impacting me in my everyday life. For me, this one was a big turning point for me. As a result, I started thinking about how to break this cycle of trauma. I do not have all the answers as of yet but I am sure by the end of the year I will have much more to offer on the topic.
The relationship I have with my body was something I had to address in 2020 also. Lockdown weight gain and Weight loss stories were all around us. And I could feel the pressure to lose weight all around me. I had not realised that I had put on weight. I know that may sound strange. But I had not really paid attention to how much weight I had gained.
As 2020 came to an end. I started re-evaluating my relationship with food. My relationship with my body and how I would make fitness work for me. So watch this space. I will let you know how 2021 treats me and my fupa.
However on that note. I am going to go and pour my self a glass of Pink Gin because I really cannot come and kill myself. 2021 has already shown us 9 days in that it will be just as Chaotic as its older sister Ms.2020. But this year we are better are armed and prepared to take it all on. 2021 do your worst! (I am joking 2021 sis, DO NOT! do your worse I just want to sing wizkid in the middle of the dancefloor again…PLEASE I AM ON MY KNEES)